Hmmmmm, pretty tired?

Dear Diary,
So I guess i didn’t really keep my word about posting yesterday but I am totally about to fill you in as to why. The party I didn’t want to go to?… Actually was pretty good. I rather enjoyed myself actually, I have a lot to say or well at least I have a lot in my head so I don’t know if I will end up spitting it all out but I will definitely give it a go.
Firstly, I slept most of yesterday, after Darius got home we hung out for a long while and just had some quality time. I have to say things with us have been going really really well lately, I am really happy, happier then I have been in a long time with our relationship. It’s not like things are or have been horrible it’s just I think we are really in a good place with things right now and I think we’re both enjoying it. Well, i can’t speak for him can I and he’s so private with his thoughts that I don’t know what he thinks about the situation but he hasn’t complained wich I take as a good sign.
So i went off on a little tangent there my apologies but if I had my way I would go on and on about how incredibly happy I am wich would be boring so I’ll move on and come back to that later.
So, I slept all day yesterday after we had quality time. You should know by now that my sleeping schedule is totally screwed because well it just is. Mostly because Darius works night shifts and I like our time together. Plus, i don’t much like sleeping alone, I cant really sleep well without him near me actually… Here I go again tangenting. Smiles.
I really didn’t want to go yesterday and so I procrastinated in getting up, thinking of excuse after excuse to not turn up. In fact, the whole time I was getting ready, in my head I was half going and half not going. I had a shower at the last minute like seriously, half an hour before we had to leave. I picked out what I was going to wear in a big fat hurry, I did my hair in the absolute last minute and, I even let Darius walk out the door to go to work without me. I really almost didn’t go; but then he came back for his work ID and told me to hurry up because he knew that deep down I really did want to go and so we went and he dropped me off at Mel’s on his way.
The weather was horrible, absolutely shocking, it was pouring and freezing cold and just altogether not very pleasant… blah blah blah.
So I had heaps of fun, everything kinda started at Mel’s I was stil a bit funny about being there well because I didn’t know how everything would be with all her friends even though I knew most of everyone who was going to be there. Plus, she just wasn’t all that happy to begin with because her and her boyfriend had broken up because she found out he’d been you know with someone else and they’d had a big go at each other. Anyway, Steph turned up wich turned out to be a really good thing; and even though she was really depressed at the start and all she could talk about was her broken up relationship. We all soon got to laughing and though I had never really spoken to Steph previously I reckon I’ve made a really nice new friend. She’s awesome.
When us three all got to the pub everything just went from there, I was drinking fizzy while everyone else was attempting to get drunk although most people were pretty broke just like me. Hahahahaha. The food was good the company was awesome I laughed a lot and had a great time. Leeann was there, she’s a really nice woman and I get along with her really well I met her not long after we moved down and I consider her a good friend. I really enjoyed talking to her and it was good catching up with her. All I can really say is… it was flippin awesome. I could say more you know but well, I would end up rambling on for ages and we cant have that now can we. I left at like 10.30 with Hayley who drove me home. I really didn’t want to leave but Hayley and Mel too thought that me waiting for Darius to finnish at 1 was way too much for me to handle. CJ and Steph came over about an hour later though to get the X-Box so they could play Cd’s when they went back to Mel’s and I decided to go back with them because, like I said I was having a really good time.
So after the pub [we left at around 1.30ish] we went back to Mel’s to chill out and relax. Darius came too and well, that was pretty nice as well. I really had fun being around other people I don’t get to go out much and I don’t really have all that many friends in Christchurch so yeah, it was cool. Darius was great everything was just great, as you can tell I really am feeling really positive. Smiles. I love life right now. Apart from you know that I have a crap load of washing to do and a total not crap load of energy so I have hardly got any done? But, as you as my witness I will do it tomorrow yes I will and then I will document the event right here.
So, now I believe I have earned the right to be love sick and ramble about my darling who is thankfully due home in less than two hours. I so cant wait to see him. I feel like an idiot, but I love being love sick it is such a nice change to being annoyed at love and life and well the world in general. I hope lots of people feel the way I do right now.
I know todays entry has really just been a crap load of ramble and “it was really great and awesome and lovesickness” but I like it like that. Oh, and I ate lotes of water melon. Oh, and Mark who was there lastnight too… is really odd. And just for the record, I really don’t like CJ very much and she had really stink feet. Now that!!!!!!!!!! Is where I am going to sign off.
xxx